i haven't been on here in so so long. i have done way too much to even begin to put it in here so i won't even bother trying, i'll just talk about right now.


we've been partying for a week and a half straight and i feel the need to be around quiet and to be sober for at least one night. i need to do a detox or something, i feel just wrecked. i'm sleeping alone for the first time in so long tonight. i just need to sleep for more than a couple of hours and i need to wake up to an empty house that isn't scattered with cans and dishes and my juice hasn't been drank. and tomorrow morning i'll get that and it will be wonderful.


my boy cleaned my bedroom and picked me up from work and made me dinner. yes. he is fabulous.